13 дек 2023 
Jolyne_Kujo 
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Jolyne_Kujo : .
Hello.
I know you probably don't need this. No longer necessary. But I would like to apologize. For all. I have never caused so much pain to anyone, I have never lied to anyone so much.
And I have never loved anyone so much.
I know my words contradict my actions. I'm terribly confused. I'm so confused that now I don't see a way out.
I don't see a way back or forward. I am faced with the consequences of my own wrong actions and I don’t know what to do. I lost sleep, I lost my appetite. I have lost the will to exist.
I understood what it was like for you. Or rather, I realized how strong you are, since you were able to survive something like this and remain yourself. I'm a terrible person.
And a thousand lines of apologies are not enough to show you my repentance.
I'm so sorry that I can't turn back time and fix everything. I miss you.
And it’s a pity that I realized this so late, I realized it when, apparently, I had completely lost it. I am so sorry.
I just hope that not all the memories associated with me cause you pain.
After all, we were once happy.
Many people say that I have beautiful eyes, but only you have seen them in love.
I have never looked at anyone the way I look at you. And I won’t look at anyone. I don't promise, I just know it.
Because there simply is no second love like this. I learned this from my own experience.
I wish you had seen this letter a year ago, I wish I had written it a year ago. But I have to accept the consequences.
Every day before I go to bed, I go over all this in my head and cry.
I never thought this would happen.
I don't understand how I could be so cold to you. I am so sorry.
Thank you for everything. On this once special day, December 13th.
With love, your eternal idiot.
I know you probably don't need this. No longer necessary. But I would like to apologize. For all. I have never caused so much pain to anyone, I have never lied to anyone so much.
And I have never loved anyone so much.
I know my words contradict my actions. I'm terribly confused. I'm so confused that now I don't see a way out.
I don't see a way back or forward. I am faced with the consequences of my own wrong actions and I don’t know what to do. I lost sleep, I lost my appetite. I have lost the will to exist.
I understood what it was like for you. Or rather, I realized how strong you are, since you were able to survive something like this and remain yourself. I'm a terrible person.
And a thousand lines of apologies are not enough to show you my repentance.
I'm so sorry that I can't turn back time and fix everything. I miss you.
And it’s a pity that I realized this so late, I realized it when, apparently, I had completely lost it. I am so sorry.
I just hope that not all the memories associated with me cause you pain.
After all, we were once happy.
Many people say that I have beautiful eyes, but only you have seen them in love.
I have never looked at anyone the way I look at you. And I won’t look at anyone. I don't promise, I just know it.
Because there simply is no second love like this. I learned this from my own experience.
I wish you had seen this letter a year ago, I wish I had written it a year ago. But I have to accept the consequences.
Every day before I go to bed, I go over all this in my head and cry.
I never thought this would happen.
I don't understand how I could be so cold to you. I am so sorry.
Thank you for everything. On this once special day, December 13th.
With love, your eternal idiot.
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